Mumbling

Not Mary

I don't go round

I'm not Mary, I'm not her

you looked at me

and not another

for when I kissed you

was like no other.

Mary is gone

she's out, she left

she's been here before

way before I came.

It was me on top of you

your eyes flutter closed

it was my skin against yours

it was your accent, it was my voice

it was the moment when Mary's gone.

I'm not a hail Mary shot

I'm not that doll

my arms around you

have proved you wrong.

Let's face it, dear

your Mary's not

for when you touched me

its my skin against yours.

Right now

Now, it's now

I just can't wait

the answer's now

my heart bangs

how long is now?

how fast has now

have to be

before it turns

into longtime memories?

how fake, how bold

how sound the answer

for an immediate

no head

kind of reaction?

my heart bangs

how long is now?

nothing suffies

nothing implies

just keep on searching

fulfillment lies.